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July 7, 2017

"It's like I got this music in my mind/Saying it's gonna be alright..."

I know I have been whining and moaning a lot. (I know, I know, it's my blog, I can cry if I want to.)

I haven't decided what to do about my date from last night. I knew it going in; he lacks many social graces. I don't believe that he was trying to be an asshole. We saw Spider-Man and it was fun. He would make a fine friend. Honestly I think he would be a better friend than anything else. Yesterday just wasn't the day to get a rejection.

What I have decided to do is just to shake it off. (Yes, I am going to use that stupid Taylor Swift song today.)

I was unable to put a group together for this weekend's great garage purge. There were family obligations and other things that came up for me and mine. That is for the best, I was able to reschedule the garbage skip so it won't be here while the county is doing road work. I don't mind putting things off until next weekend. If you are local and have nothing better to do, ping me and I will happily share information with you. I am offering food, beverages, and first pass at anything I am getting rid of. Oh, and I have a pool, so there will be swimming!

I am going to work on being more positive. I am not sure, exactly, how one does that. But I am going to try. I have my Mind over Mood book to go back to. I don't promise that I will be more positive here, but I am going to try to look on the bright side of life (cue the whistling.)

I also took the advice of my friends who were supportive yesterday. I bought myself a couple of food treats. I bought a Harry Potter coloring book which works out well, since I am rereading the series this summer. I just finished Sorcerer's Stone and I am starting in on Chamber of Secrets. I have the illustrated versions of the first two which are gorgeous!

I can't even complain too much on the dating scene. I was invited to lunch next week and another person has a STI status similar to my own and has expressed interest.

Is everything rosy? No, but if I look at the big picture, my life is pretty damn sweet. I just need to focus on the positive and shake off the rest.


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