"But you know that I called you, I called too many times..."

Tonight's mantra:

I will not contact Benjamin.
Benjamin will not contact me.
There is no way for me to change this reality.

I will not contact Benjamin.
Benjamin will not contact me.
There is no way for me to change this reality.

I will not contact Benjamin.
Benjamin will not contact me.
There is no way for me to change this reality.

I will not contact Benjamin. 
Benjamin will not contact me.
There is no way for me to change this reality.

God, why am I so pathetic?

Give Me One Reason