"Just a second we're not broken just bent"

Benjamin and I texted a bit last night as then he responded with a longer than usual email. It went..., well it went.

I am not sure how to feel about it. I feel like we cleared some things up, but maybe not. I don't see much hope for us reestablishing our relationship. I am not sure how to even answer him.

I keep looking at his reply and the words just add up to us not being able to have a relationship. I don't know what he wants.

I just wish we could fix it.